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I M HAPPY THAT I CHOOSED THE RIGHT GUY!! I LOVE YOU HUBBY. I HOPE WE CAN CELEBRATE MY BDAY EVERYEAR. WHAT IF U WON'T BE AROUND NEXT YEAR? HAIZZ.. LOL I M THINKING OF STUPID THINGS AGAIN.. HAHAS I BELIVE THAT U WON'T LEAVE ME COZ I WILL NVR LEAVE U!



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! hahas.
thank you mummy, daddy, sister and brother for everything :) i love my family!!! :D thanks for the treat jux now also. thanks daddy for camera present. love it :D thanks mummy for clothes :D thanks sis for clothes and ang pao! thanks brother for helping me ytd for BBQ. thank u friends for attending my birthday party ytd. collected many presents and collected many bearsss. lols my room is like mini zoo alr but i love it!! :) ystday got many friend came to my birthday and was very fun!! thank you so much! so sorry guys, i cnouldn't talk much with ur as i had too many guest! hahas. thanks hubby for coming to my bday and presentssss :D
today woke up at 10am and went to meet my hubby at cck. sorry i was late for 1 and 1/2 hours!! sorry :D. went to orchard and walked for very very long with hubby and ate lunch at 3pm! hubby was damn hungry! hahas btw, thanks hubby for expensive treat at swensen! the food was very nice :D yay!!! finally changed to western food! hahas . oh yeah, thanks for the ring and the huge pig toy also! i love it!! i will hug it everyday! hahas. after eating, shopped at cold storage and took cab to his house. thanks auntie for wishing me a happy birthday. love you auntie :D then met parents at jurong east to eat dinner together. :D

Labels: BEST BIRTHDAY EVER

humm... finally stopped quarrelling after 2 miserable days. i know u dun wan this to happen so do i? get well soon. must take care of urself. pls dun do stupid things jux bcoz we quarrel. lols. hope we won't have this type of serious quarrel again in the future. :). lols it's good to have u by my side =)








well, i dun really have much things to say, feeling angry, sad, disappointed, sorry, hurt, scared etc.. but nothing good.



thanks for having a big heart and came back to me =) u r loved... muckssss :****



who is going to chit chat with me
who is going to kiss me
who is going to hold my hands
who is going to video cam with me at night
who is going to help me open the can for me
who is going to hug me
who is going to cook porridge for me when i m sick
who is going to eat steamboat with me
who is going to laugh with me
who is going to tease me
who is going to watch movies with me
who is going to watch the "grown ups" with me
who is going to watch the "salt" with me
who is going to watch "eclipse" with me
who is going to sweet talk to me
who is going to make me happy
who is going to remind me to take med every single night
who is going to play with me
who is going to celebrate my birthday happily
who is going to beside me when i m sad
who is going to drink coffee together using our couple mugs
who is going to buy ring for me
who is going to make me feel like i m on the air
who is going to pray holding my hands
who is going to eat jap food with me
who is going to play basketball with me
who is going to jealous when i talk to other guys
who is going to send me home
who is going to wake me up in the morning
who is going to buy biscuit for me to eat
who is going to buy me organic chocolate
who is going to wipe my tears
who is going to console me when i argue with my parents
who is going to msg me
who is going to play msn games with me
who is going to love me like he loves me
who is going to protect me when i go home late at night
who is going to nag at me
who is going to to our dreamland with me
who is going to dream of me
who is going to concern about me
who is going to sacrifice things for me
who is going to put a smile on my face
who is going to sit on the cab with me
who is going to understand me so much like u did
who is going to the beach with me when i m feeling down
who is going to endure all my non-sense
who is going to tickle me
where am i suppose to go whenever i miss u
wad am i suppose to do tmr when we planned to spend time together the whole day..
who the hell in the world would give me all these wonderful things above, when u r not around? there are too much memories abt u, how can i forget everything so that i can move on with my life? it's not that i dun trust u. it's jux that i have difficulties telling u this person's name. u got to understand me pls. it's not that i want to hurt u so much.. what would i gain if i hurt someone i love/ the one that i treasure/ the one that i value the most? u got to trust me. i didn't tell u her name coz i dun want to break ur relationship with someone u nid help from. i know u nid her help. i m hiding this person's name for both of us good. if i tell u the name, u would angry with her like i do and also it might break ur relationship with her which is not good. if u hate her, u won't want to talk to her and u won't gain anything u nid from her. Pls understand me.. it's for ur own good. dunno if u will see this post or not but yeah.. jux want to let u know that u m deeply in love with u now and forever. i m waiting for u to come back to me coz i can't stay without u... u know that i m crying while typing. i know that u can't bare to see me crying. i know u will come back to me one day. u got to trust me coz i trust u.

Labels: can't stop crying without u. i love you so much

it's been one month together :D thanks for all u have done for me such as ur patience, care and concern, love, enduring all my non-sense, trying so hard jux to put a smile on my face ect.. i m so touched that u came out jux to meet me eventho ur legs is very painful... u shouldn't do this for me. ur leg hurts, my heart hurts too coz ur heart belongs to me :P. i know how much u love me but dun get hurt urself for me. ok enough of thanking him. :D
today woke up 11am pluss pluss then studied untill 3pm. went to meet my hubby after his work then went to IMM buy things at DISO. after that as usual, eat jap at a jap restaurant. lols dunno why we keep eating jap food. it's time we change to western food lah!! lol i m quite sick of jap food alr. lol. after eating, went to buy my favourite biscuit at GIANT then home sweet home.
i m happy whenever i see u. i love to see how much u try jux to put a smile on my face. i love to see how much u worried abt me. i love the way u talk to me. i love the way u play with me. i love the way how u treat me. i love the way you call my name, i love everything u have done to me so far. i hope you will wear the same shirt one day. i m waiting for that day to come. i promise u that i wun do harmful things like she did to u. i swear that i love you so much. i tell u what, i can't stay without u. i m still very scared that u would leave me altho u always tell me that u will never leave me . i trust u but i dun really trust myself that i have enough power to make u stay beside me forever. lols you dun nid to b scared that i would leave u coz i will nvr leave u. btw, thank ur mum for liking me so much. i like her too. lol :)

Labels: 1 month together, love ya lotsss :)

jux reached home. lol skipped one lesson as i overslept!! woke up at 6.30 am then rmbed that today start late so went back to sleep then woke up, see the time 10am+ die!!! lol no choice but to skip that lesson coz the lesson starts at 10 then i woke up at 10 which means i m 1 hour plus late! haha went to school for MME lesson. during the lesson, played with my friends. keeep taking pic the whole lesson hahaha. my girl friendss rox!!! hahaha. 1st time find school so fun coz of my friends and the teacher also dun care one. hahahaha. after school nvr meet bf coz no time alr. haizz... tmr meeting him anw. yay!! lucky u r not working tmr. if not i will b like sian the whole day coz tmr no school mah. i miss you. wanna meet u asap! lols go bath alr. bb.

Labels: i love ya :*

haha finally changed blog skin!! wow change one skin takes afew hours! haha. ok gtg.

Labels: nata loves u a lot

I M HAPPY THAT I CHOOSED THE RIGHT GUY!! I LOVE YOU HUBBY. I HOPE WE CAN CELEBRATE MY BDAY EVERYEAR. WHAT IF U WON'T BE AROUND NEXT YEAR? HAIZZ.. LOL I M THINKING OF STUPID THINGS AGAIN.. HAHAS I BELIVE THAT U WON'T LEAVE ME COZ I WILL NVR LEAVE U!



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! hahas.
thank you mummy, daddy, sister and brother for everything :) i love my family!!! :D thanks for the treat jux now also. thanks daddy for camera present. love it :D thanks mummy for clothes :D thanks sis for clothes and ang pao! thanks brother for helping me ytd for BBQ. thank u friends for attending my birthday party ytd. collected many presents and collected many bearsss. lols my room is like mini zoo alr but i love it!! :) ystday got many friend came to my birthday and was very fun!! thank you so much! so sorry guys, i cnouldn't talk much with ur as i had too many guest! hahas. thanks hubby for coming to my bday and presentssss :D
today woke up at 10am and went to meet my hubby at cck. sorry i was late for 1 and 1/2 hours!! sorry :D. went to orchard and walked for very very long with hubby and ate lunch at 3pm! hubby was damn hungry! hahas btw, thanks hubby for expensive treat at swensen! the food was very nice :D yay!!! finally changed to western food! hahas . oh yeah, thanks for the ring and the huge pig toy also! i love it!! i will hug it everyday! hahas. after eating, shopped at cold storage and took cab to his house. thanks auntie for wishing me a happy birthday. love you auntie :D then met parents at jurong east to eat dinner together. :D

Labels: BEST BIRTHDAY EVER

humm... finally stopped quarrelling after 2 miserable days. i know u dun wan this to happen so do i? get well soon. must take care of urself. pls dun do stupid things jux bcoz we quarrel. lols. hope we won't have this type of serious quarrel again in the future. :). lols it's good to have u by my side =)








well, i dun really have much things to say, feeling angry, sad, disappointed, sorry, hurt, scared etc.. but nothing good.



thanks for having a big heart and came back to me =) u r loved... muckssss :****



who is going to chit chat with me
who is going to kiss me
who is going to hold my hands
who is going to video cam with me at night
who is going to help me open the can for me
who is going to hug me
who is going to cook porridge for me when i m sick
who is going to eat steamboat with me
who is going to laugh with me
who is going to tease me
who is going to watch movies with me
who is going to watch the "grown ups" with me
who is going to watch the "salt" with me
who is going to watch "eclipse" with me
who is going to sweet talk to me
who is going to make me happy
who is going to remind me to take med every single night
who is going to play with me
who is going to celebrate my birthday happily
who is going to beside me when i m sad
who is going to drink coffee together using our couple mugs
who is going to buy ring for me
who is going to make me feel like i m on the air
who is going to pray holding my hands
who is going to eat jap food with me
who is going to play basketball with me
who is going to jealous when i talk to other guys
who is going to send me home
who is going to wake me up in the morning
who is going to buy biscuit for me to eat
who is going to buy me organic chocolate
who is going to wipe my tears
who is going to console me when i argue with my parents
who is going to msg me
who is going to play msn games with me
who is going to love me like he loves me
who is going to protect me when i go home late at night
who is going to nag at me
who is going to to our dreamland with me
who is going to dream of me
who is going to concern about me
who is going to sacrifice things for me
who is going to put a smile on my face
who is going to sit on the cab with me
who is going to understand me so much like u did
who is going to the beach with me when i m feeling down
who is going to endure all my non-sense
who is going to tickle me
where am i suppose to go whenever i miss u
wad am i suppose to do tmr when we planned to spend time together the whole day..
who the hell in the world would give me all these wonderful things above, when u r not around? there are too much memories abt u, how can i forget everything so that i can move on with my life? it's not that i dun trust u. it's jux that i have difficulties telling u this person's name. u got to understand me pls. it's not that i want to hurt u so much.. what would i gain if i hurt someone i love/ the one that i treasure/ the one that i value the most? u got to trust me. i didn't tell u her name coz i dun want to break ur relationship with someone u nid help from. i know u nid her help. i m hiding this person's name for both of us good. if i tell u the name, u would angry with her like i do and also it might break ur relationship with her which is not good. if u hate her, u won't want to talk to her and u won't gain anything u nid from her. Pls understand me.. it's for ur own good. dunno if u will see this post or not but yeah.. jux want to let u know that u m deeply in love with u now and forever. i m waiting for u to come back to me coz i can't stay without u... u know that i m crying while typing. i know that u can't bare to see me crying. i know u will come back to me one day. u got to trust me coz i trust u.

Labels: can't stop crying without u. i love you so much

it's been one month together :D thanks for all u have done for me such as ur patience, care and concern, love, enduring all my non-sense, trying so hard jux to put a smile on my face ect.. i m so touched that u came out jux to meet me eventho ur legs is very painful... u shouldn't do this for me. ur leg hurts, my heart hurts too coz ur heart belongs to me :P. i know how much u love me but dun get hurt urself for me. ok enough of thanking him. :D
today woke up 11am pluss pluss then studied untill 3pm. went to meet my hubby after his work then went to IMM buy things at DISO. after that as usual, eat jap at a jap restaurant. lols dunno why we keep eating jap food. it's time we change to western food lah!! lol i m quite sick of jap food alr. lol. after eating, went to buy my favourite biscuit at GIANT then home sweet home.
i m happy whenever i see u. i love to see how much u try jux to put a smile on my face. i love to see how much u worried abt me. i love the way u talk to me. i love the way u play with me. i love the way how u treat me. i love the way you call my name, i love everything u have done to me so far. i hope you will wear the same shirt one day. i m waiting for that day to come. i promise u that i wun do harmful things like she did to u. i swear that i love you so much. i tell u what, i can't stay without u. i m still very scared that u would leave me altho u always tell me that u will never leave me . i trust u but i dun really trust myself that i have enough power to make u stay beside me forever. lols you dun nid to b scared that i would leave u coz i will nvr leave u. btw, thank ur mum for liking me so much. i like her too. lol :)

Labels: 1 month together, love ya lotsss :)

jux reached home. lol skipped one lesson as i overslept!! woke up at 6.30 am then rmbed that today start late so went back to sleep then woke up, see the time 10am+ die!!! lol no choice but to skip that lesson coz the lesson starts at 10 then i woke up at 10 which means i m 1 hour plus late! haha went to school for MME lesson. during the lesson, played with my friends. keeep taking pic the whole lesson hahaha. my girl friendss rox!!! hahaha. 1st time find school so fun coz of my friends and the teacher also dun care one. hahahaha. after school nvr meet bf coz no time alr. haizz... tmr meeting him anw. yay!! lucky u r not working tmr. if not i will b like sian the whole day coz tmr no school mah. i miss you. wanna meet u asap! lols go bath alr. bb.

Labels: i love ya :*

haha finally changed blog skin!! wow change one skin takes afew hours! haha. ok gtg.

Labels: nata loves u a lot

Hey! Im hanthi koko/koko/jacquelynn/natadekoko/ah meng/monkey/blur girl/. was born on 28 June 1991. Studying in ITE(cck west). A blogger, a student and a daydreamer ^^. I m attached! :] love my bf.easily fall in love but hard to fall out of love :/



go 2nd year poly after ITE
his leg to be recovered =)
not to get hurt AGAIN
lose weight
couple ring! :)
couple mug! :)
1st week together
1month together
1 year together
2nd year together :D
wanna celebrate his birthday together
wanna celebrate my birthday with him
stress free!!
i want to sleep!
new clothing
coloured contact lens
perm hair
rebond hair
make up set
new bag altho i have a lot :DD
him
everyday meet him =)
be with him on the valatine's day :]
his love!
more free time
birthday present from him



♥family and friends
♥boyfriend
♥Hiphop and R&B.
♥Sushiand ice cream.
♥jap food is my all time fav food
♥making friends ♥♥♥
Xdid not go as planned!
Xanimal abuse!!!!
Xphobia of love
Xbeing alone!!!!
Xthe bad experiences that i had!
Xheart broken! >.<
Xhomeworks,assignment, presentation and boring theory classes really ;)
XLiers & Backstabbers.

SweetFriends

Leaving Already ?

esther ma'am
Alvin Sir
regent redcross
Mr Wong
WenLi
maisarah
huizhi
Zarifah
Evia
rcy ndp2008
HongYi sir
lixan ma'am
Mary ma'am
huiyi ma'am
Eugene
Carine
Xin Hui
Kailing
Annaballa
azizah
mellisa
yani
Beatrice
shafiqah
leesheen
tiffany
hafizh
CAT
liling
Sherry
Alex
Yong xin
Chiew Min
alaine
Hao jie
zinlin
weichin
karloke
Ying Xi
ernest
ambrose sir
adam(rcyc'08)
Jie Ying
sis
xinyi
derrek
fino
nigel
gekcheng
elly
weng yew
EugeneIT1A
michelle
Ben ITE

I started blogging in 2008. I blog because i need a place where i can write down all the happiness and sadness so pls bear with me O.o. And i blog only wad's in my mind.


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