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Friday, July 30, 2010

been making myself busy so that i have no time to think and think and think. ok today plan was ruined by stupid quarrel with him ytd and i couldn't even control my temper that i went off frm his house. i was fucking angry. u ignored me! when i tell u that if u sleeping i will go home and u still act like u r sleeping and yes i went off but but then i saw ur neighbour kids so i went back to ur gate to lock but then couldn't find ur key! ok nvm, i control myself i went back to ur room and ya u got up alr yet u still let me go jux like that! disappointed! and i still hang on and stupidly waited for u to talk but guess what? u "ordered" to do something again! hello i angry leh.. can't u treat me abit better at this moment? . what am i to u? am i ur dog? nvm... i endured, i kept quite and waited again. i asked whether u want to talk to me or not and u didn't even reply! KO! u win! since u dun want to talk to me then what for i wait for u stupidly right?! yes i went back home! still say u "talked" to me?where got u talk to me? is u "ordered" me do smthing. LOLs then somemore instead of asking not to go, u even warned me. nvm i still gave u another chance and ask u to find me. guess wad the reply was? "nvm then bye" what the fuck was that?! did i even make u angry? wad the fucking attitude was for? u think i deserve it? honestly i dun think so. and u still angry? excuse me, i should be the one get angry ok? totally disappointed!

went to woodlands to find sandy. she was so sweet, she acc me! thank you so much. i couldn't go home coz once i reach home, i will surely break down! went to eat KFC with her to kill the time after that called mummy to meet me at lot 1 to buy sweater. she came and killed the time again until daddy fetch us around 9pm at lot1. once reach home, make myself busy again by preparing food for daddy and mummy. after that immediately forced myself to sleep. hahas sound stupid right?

this morning once i woke up, i checked my phone and didn't see his msg, nvm... went to school make myself busy again talked crap with friends! after school haizzz.... he didn't appear at the bus stop. i think he forgot wad is our plan for today. totally disappointed again! after school went to the lib with shinlin to kill the time again! hahas then halfway doing, my sis called me and asked me come over coz she is sick. i went over to actually kill the time again! watch Korean drama at her house. i can't stay alone if not i will break down. acc her until her husband came back home and sis actually wanted me to send me home but i told her i want to go home alone. so ya, i went back home alone. i dunno how long i can hold this but well.... i m not going to call him! i will wait until he call me. thanks sandy for ur concern :) she keep asking me whether i m ok or not. so sweet of u! i love you so much! no worries, i m still fine =) that's the reason why i everytime hang out with her :) i dunno. may be our relationship will b end jux like this? i dunno.. i really dunno... feel like crying.. am i so weak? i dunno i dunno... .

i dunno wad to do tmr since tmr no school i wish tmr got school so that i can divret my attention to my friends. dunno..

special thanks to sandy for ur acc and ur caring :)
gek cheng, janna and elly for talking crap with me :)
shinlin for acc me go do mme thing :)
peicheng for acc me eat at kfc
ok gtg, nid to make myself busy again. hahas sound so stupid right? yes i m stupid :)

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