Saturday, July 31, 2010
this morning woke up and had breakfast with family at jurong there. eat halfway gastric pain again! fucking painful! cannot eat finish then went back home. daddy went to the meeting, bro went to school, mummy at her room. i no mood to talk to anyone. totally no mood to do anything, no mood to smile, no mood to act like i m ok. i jux want to stay with my lulu(my dog) inside my room. i dun want let my parents know that i m feeling sad coz if they see me sad, they will heartache :( so no choice, i will hide myself in my room O.o but no worries ppl, i m still fine :)
well, been 3days he nvr call me nor msg me! good job! T_T last night cried like crazy. lols. i used to call him whenever i cry or break down and that's the reason it hurts so much. i shouldn't have called u that time so that i wun feel hurt like now. i dunno when he will call me again.. may be tonight? may be tmr? or next wk? next mth? or he will nvr call me again? idk idk idk. wad i can do is wait and wait and wait.. but sorry, i wun call him =)
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Saturday, July 31, 2010
this morning woke up and had breakfast with family at jurong there. eat halfway gastric pain again! fucking painful! cannot eat finish then went back home. daddy went to the meeting, bro went to school, mummy at her room. i no mood to talk to anyone. totally no mood to do anything, no mood to smile, no mood to act like i m ok. i jux want to stay with my lulu(my dog) inside my room. i dun want let my parents know that i m feeling sad coz if they see me sad, they will heartache :( so no choice, i will hide myself in my room O.o but no worries ppl, i m still fine :)
well, been 3days he nvr call me nor msg me! good job! T_T last night cried like crazy. lols. i used to call him whenever i cry or break down and that's the reason it hurts so much. i shouldn't have called u that time so that i wun feel hurt like now. i dunno when he will call me again.. may be tonight? may be tmr? or next wk? next mth? or he will nvr call me again? idk idk idk. wad i can do is wait and wait and wait.. but sorry, i wun call him =)
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JACQUELYNN
Hey! Im
hanthi koko/koko/jacquelynn/natadekoko/ah meng/monkey/blur girl/. was born on
28 June 1991. Studying in ITE(cck west).
A blogger, a student and a daydreamer ^^. I m attached! :] love my
bf.easily fall in love but hard to fall out of love :/
MyWishes
Santa's Job!
go 2nd year poly after ITE
his leg to be recovered =)
not to get hurt
AGAIN
lose weight
couple ring! :)
couple mug! :)
1st week together
1month together
1 year together
2nd year together :D
wanna celebrate his birthday together
wanna celebrate my birthday with him
stress free!!
i want to sleep!
new clothing
coloured contact lens
perm hair
rebond hair
make up set
new bag altho i have a lot :DD
him
everyday meet him =)
be with him on the valatine's day :]
his love!
more free time
birthday present from him
Loves & Hates
What I Love
♥family and friends
♥boyfriend
♥Hiphop and R&B.
♥Sushiand
ice cream.
♥jap food is my all time fav food
♥making friends ♥♥♥
What I Hate
Xdid not go as planned!
Xanimal abuse!!!!
Xphobia of love
Xbeing alone!!!!
Xthe bad experiences that i had!
Xheart broken! >.<
Xhomeworks,assignment, presentation and boring theory classes
really ;)
XLiers & Backstabbers.