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Tuesday, January 4, 2011

fears never fail to leave me alone. thanks to my ex(Zero)
i know i shouldn't be talking abt my ex but ...
he gave me too much pain until i have the phobia of love.
i m too scared of being loved or fall in love again.. i m so scared
everytime i take one step nearer to chris, i feel the pain at the same spot that my ex bf gave me
it keeps reminding me of my past experience.
everytime i think abt my past bad experience, i can't breath well or even my asthma came back.
it's like the black shadow is flowing me all along.. i hate it! can u pls leave me now?
i m not thinking about zero nor miss him or wadeva..but the scar is still there
i no longer need him in my life coz i have someone who treat me good

i almost fall in the trap set by zero again.
that time he msged me saying sorry and he told me to give him another chance BUT
i luckily refused his apology coz i dun want to get hurt by him again.
a few weeks ago, i think i saw him with a girl at the swimming pool and i was like "O.O"
i thot he has changed alr i thot he learned the lesson alr but in the end he hasn't even changed a bit yet
i dunno why he keep want to hurt me again and again



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