haizz sad sia... cannot contact my beloved dar coz he now using the china no. >.<

HAIZ THE WHOLE DAY CANT EVEN MSG HIM. FUCK HIM LAH THROW ME ALONE HERE!

GONNA NAG HIM WHEN HE COME BACK!

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problems keep coming after another! may be this is wad they call "karma" ?!

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today me and my parents and my bro sitting at my house downstairs the coffee shop.

and suddenly heard the couple next to our table screaming as if they saw some big creature gonna eat them up.

when i look, i saw one lost cute dog wandering around :-/

then they like want beat the dog like that cb lah

then i starred at them so they paiseh paiseh sit down.

if they beat the dog, i sure will beat that fucking couple up i tell u! fucker! so heartlesssss ccb!!!

after that they left then we wanted to bring that dog to my house but as we rushing to somewhere else so no time to go back home keep the dog.

somemore my house alr got one dog, scared my dog will bite her! >.<

went back to the coffee shop to check if she still there or not but not there anymore le.

i think she found her owner alr?

or is she still wandering around? wadeva it is. i pray for her that she found her owner alr.

i hope she is sleeping at her home sweet home. :) pray for her~~

heart breaking to see this cute dog with teary eyes asking for help :((

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dad bought iphone 4 as he wanted to re-contract his line

then he ask me if i want iphone or not coz he got his own phone but i keep asking me take

so i take lor. heehee my daddy is the best altho i sometime get mad him for pampering my brother so much!

sell away my iphone 3 alr got like 400 bucks ermm not bad uh but i gave the money to my dad

coz i take his handphone mah.. i know i good daughter!

today remarks the 300th day together tho we had a lot of crying, shouting, quarreling, scolding and all sort of non-scene but one thing for sure is we can't let go of each other *wink*

should i go meet him now? should i?? but now like very late alr le. haiz ..

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as a good gf, after exam went to find him at his house coz he work night shift until that morning 9am then reach home

he woke up alr then frm cck, went to the nex mall located at serangoon haha so freaking far lor

but the mall very very big, i think it's bigger than the jurong point

anw, bought the movie ticket for no string attached BUT while waiting for the movie to start, one person came up to us and say the motor break down! ccb lahhh

i rather no more seat then go inside alr then suddenly say the thing break down! fuck lahh

i thot i can finally watch after waiting for 2 weeks plus! cheat my feeling sia i want sue them uh!

so no choice, since we alr at there then watched "i am no four"

it was a nice show, must watch! hahaha btw the guy in the show is so handsome!!! :DDD

after that home sweet home! the whole day with him ^^

today dearest came fetch me at 10am with the sandwich he made ohh he is as sweet as ever~

after that we walked from bukit timah nature reserve to maricho reservoir which is 10 km plus we went wrong way so walked back so should be 12km! 4 hours of walking -______-

my leg like gg break alr lor. -.-

then the road is like so slippery that i had to hold my darling so tight! haha

for the support of each other, we conquered the 12 km long forest journey woo hooo ~~

it wasn't so easy to reach there ok! wanted to give up half way but he is so desperately want to go so as a good gf, we cont our journey! i rmb that time we went to the bukit timah but

coz i that time no mood go so we half way went back home so this time round i dun want to happen this again!

after that went straight to vivo to watch the "no string attached" coz other cinema dun have alr

i told him that i have no fate with that movie but he told me i waited very long so must watch

isn't he sweet?? ;D

finally watched"no string attached"so so happy ~.~ and quite worth watching =)

after that went to AKEA wanted buy the table but dun have so ended up eating at the restaurant i always want to eat

everytime i go there, no more seat lor that's why everytime cannot eat ther but today like not much ppl so eat at there :) .. ermm it's consider cheap and the taste is great also esp the meatball! !! yum yum! after that my leg really cannot take it so went back home

lol the whole day with him again <3>



currently studying like shit until sick? sound so unbelievable right? lol
everyone think (including my own bf) is thinking that a girl like me will nvr study but U R WORONG! (altho last min!)
anw, had cmaths exam on monday which i m not too sure if i can pass or not! fuck!
all becoz i was down with flu and fever jux a day before the exam!!
couldn't revise for cmaths that night!!! ok, jux my luck!
now studying for nwt. haiz.. wad should i say? It SUX!
i should blog more about mr peter once exams finish =)
i now then know that he is a best teacher i have even seen in ITE. :)

nvr meet my darling for a week plus! missing him so much haizz
it's ok, tmr meeting him after exam. oh yeah!



today as usual went to school but listened in class!
since exams are near alr so i got listen in class and now is 2.15 am in the morning and tmr gonna go school for revision class haiz
now studying nwt like shit but cannot rmb how?!!! haiizzz
today stayed back to ask mr wong the cmaths errmm.. cmaths is still ok, manageable
wad give me problem is the networking .. good luck to myself!



here goes my sad story...
feeling so sad now but why nobody is there for me? even my fucking bf?
i know he nagged at me for my own good but why can't he be there for me expt nagging and quarreling and all sort of shit?
can't he be there listening to wad i want to say and make me feel a bit btr?
why everything seems so wrong? my friends? my relationship? my studies?
when he feels sad, when he has problems at his work, i m always there standing firmly at his side but why can't he do the same thing for me when i feel so fucking sad?


sad become angry
angry become disappointed
disappointed become fed up
fed up become blame myself
blame myself become hate myself
hate myself become want to cut myself (i hope i won't)

Labels: when she feels sad

MISS HIM LIKE FUCK LO. I CAN ONLY SEE HIM THRU VIDEO CALL ONCE A DAY



sorry for not blogging for very long.
anw, dar go china alr.
woke up at 6am jux to fetch him frm his work then help him pack his stuff.
aww.. i m such a very good gf^^ :D
sent him to the airport tgt with his parents. he go china with his dad
hiding our sadness at the depth of our hearts and keep smiling and laughing was very tough.
but it's ok, he will come back~~
his mum keep saying "ai yeah, it's ok, he will come back one!"
then we both was like zzzzzz.. lol
after that me and his mum went back home tgt by cab yay..
his mummy very gd sia she sit cab with me until jp then she take train back to her house at cck!
then she wanted to buy a bracelet for me O.O so shocked u know!
then i told her i dun want coz very ps mah.. lol


nowadays i m being an emo ass thanks to the stalkers and kp ppl!



haiz my boy boy going overseas frm 24th march to 4th april. haiz haiz haiz
gonna miss him so much like fuck! can he dun go?
he going see his sis at china working at there alone haiz
so he wanna go and accompany her when he free.. so i dun wanna say anything
yup true, family first mah :(
k bye







the whole day busy with my new iphone 4 yupieee!!



woke up at 11am plus. been a long time since i wake up so late!
i thot i can finally rest at home today the whole day BUT
mr peter asked me to give him the MC by today! so no choice had to go out
and dar nvr go work coz his leg pain as ytd we walked too much
at first dun want go meet him as i m so tired and my leg also still abit pain and wanted let him slp at home
but since my school is very near to his house, went to find him at his house
should i call this "fate"?

anw, watched "alien vs ninja" at his house
doesn't that title alone sound so lame?! but out of curiosity, we downloaded and watched tgt since we've got nothing better to do!
lol so the show damn lame and fake lahh.. >.< but btr than nothing to do at his house mahh..
after that, as a considerate gf, nvr ask him to send me home coz his leg pain!
went to my sis house to see the baby since i long time nvr go alr.
then they tell me they going to my house, YES!
went back home tgt by sis's car~~ weeeeee
heehe luckily dun need to go back home alone =)



yuppiee.. so happy that the exams ended^^ . no more sleepy head, no more stress :)