Thursday, March 3, 2011
here goes my sad story...
feeling so sad now but why nobody is there for me? even my fucking bf?
i know he nagged at me for my own good but why can't he be there for me expt nagging and quarreling and all sort of shit?
can't he be there listening to wad i want to say and make me feel a bit btr?
why everything seems so wrong? my friends? my relationship? my studies?
when he feels sad, when he has problems at his work, i m always there standing firmly at his side but why can't he do the same thing for me when i feel so fucking sad?
sad become angry
angry become disappointed
disappointed become fed up
fed up become blame myself
blame myself become hate myself
hate myself become want to cut myself (i hope i won't)
Labels: when she feels sad
Thursday, March 3, 2011
here goes my sad story...
feeling so sad now but why nobody is there for me? even my fucking bf?
i know he nagged at me for my own good but why can't he be there for me expt nagging and quarreling and all sort of shit?
can't he be there listening to wad i want to say and make me feel a bit btr?
why everything seems so wrong? my friends? my relationship? my studies?
when he feels sad, when he has problems at his work, i m always there standing firmly at his side but why can't he do the same thing for me when i feel so fucking sad?
sad become angry
angry become disappointed
disappointed become fed up
fed up become blame myself
blame myself become hate myself
hate myself become want to cut myself (i hope i won't)
Labels: when she feels sad
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JACQUELYNN
Hey! Im
hanthi koko/koko/jacquelynn/natadekoko/ah meng/monkey/blur girl/. was born on
28 June 1991. Studying in ITE(cck west).
A blogger, a student and a daydreamer ^^. I m attached! :] love my
bf.easily fall in love but hard to fall out of love :/
MyWishes
Santa's Job!
go 2nd year poly after ITE
his leg to be recovered =)
not to get hurt
AGAIN
lose weight
couple ring! :)
couple mug! :)
1st week together
1month together
1 year together
2nd year together :D
wanna celebrate his birthday together
wanna celebrate my birthday with him
stress free!!
i want to sleep!
new clothing
coloured contact lens
perm hair
rebond hair
make up set
new bag altho i have a lot :DD
him
everyday meet him =)
be with him on the valatine's day :]
his love!
more free time
birthday present from him
Loves & Hates
What I Love
♥family and friends
♥boyfriend
♥Hiphop and R&B.
♥Sushiand
ice cream.
♥jap food is my all time fav food
♥making friends ♥♥♥
What I Hate
Xdid not go as planned!
Xanimal abuse!!!!
Xphobia of love
Xbeing alone!!!!
Xthe bad experiences that i had!
Xheart broken! >.<
Xhomeworks,assignment, presentation and boring theory classes
really ;)
XLiers & Backstabbers.