Monday, August 15, 2011
no matter how i tell myself not to go back to him
no matter how much i tell myself not to create more memories with him,
i will always back to square.
that day he came to my house downstairs to meet me
he told me not to ask for break up any more bcoz i m always the one that ask for break -.-
i told him all the things that i unhappy abt
we chatted awhile and he ask me wanna watch movies or not
so we went to watch movie
MUST WATCH! IT'S A FUCKING NICE MOVIE.
Chocolate-d @ 12:19 AM |
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Friday, August 5, 2011
finally he sent me a msg, asked me whether i got miss him or not
and i shoot him back till he angry coz i dun wanna tell him tht i really miss him nor need him
it's torturing to bluff him and bluff myself
i dun wish to make any more memories, these memories alr hard enough for us to get over
time will heal everything, wad we need is a time, sometimes for us to settle down.
Labels: i miss you, i really do
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Wednesday, August 3, 2011
no msg, no call, no news from him till now
i feel sad but at the same time, i thank him for letting me be alone so i can slowly forget him
i miss him, really i do miss him alot
i hope he wun do silly things when i'm not around
i'm sorry everything is my fault, i dun blame him.
today one whole day no mood, too sleepy. i guess i have too much sleepless days
days without him passes too slow
i wonder how much time would i take to get through...
sometimes i want be like some other girls, easily can get over
Labels: 4th day without u
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Monday, August 1, 2011
i dream of him last nigh
the first time i do when i wake up in the morning is check my phone and think of him is a habit to me
i felt sad bcoz there's no good morning msg from him, there's no way i can smile
coz every morning his gd morning msg that kept me smiling
i was wishing that he wun msg me or call me anymore so i would think that he has no more feelings towards me
but suddenly my phone rang, it was the morning msg from him
i felt shocked and happy, i replied him "huh?"
he said "i miss you"
it's alr hard on me to forget him, he still touched my heart.
but i replied him that i miss him too
we were doing quite great for the whole morning until at afternoon
what i wanted is jux to see him that's all, i m not asking much but end up we quarrel again
but i dun blame him but i think it's time we should really say good bye
Chocolate-d @ 5:23 PM |
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broke up with him
i've nvr thought that i will really will do this but i miss you, i really do
i really hate this feelings, i m surrounded by the memories that really breaks me down
i chose this path, i have to endure all these
i really wish that i can erase all the memories. feel like drinking
i needa drink to make myself feel numb or may be able to dun think so much for awhile
i needa go out have fun with friends but i know it's too difficult to put a fake smile on my face
i know he is feeling the same way as me
i know we both dun deserve this, i m a terrible girl
but the story ends at here, the story of u and me
Chocolate-d @ 12:14 AM |
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