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Tuesday, March 27, 2012

quarreled with Chris. btw, not bcoz of this bitch lah :)
and i m the one walked away, i m the one rejected his calls the reason is hmm... i dont wanna talk abt it
we cold war since then.

today early in the morning get msg from Chris lol
super happy but nvr reply him
until he spam msg me lol
he said that he today got training at bugis and asked me to come find him
WIN!! HEHE
(if you are wondering, the msg i send out it in pink color -.-)
but i m good gf ok! i went over to bugis there find him BUT HE STILL BUY ME THE CHICKEN AT ILOVETAIMEI LAH MUAHAHHA :D
love love him lots MUACKS

chris told me that his mum fall down till so jialet so we went to see her
and i didnt expect his mum's husband chould be so nice! (not to be so bad lah) lol
wah.. saw the stitches in ur mouth and blue black and bruise all over her body sia so poor thing
YET SHE COOKED FOR US!
we talked alot, i feel comfortable talking to them =)
her house is super clean and big. nice nice
after eating, the husband WASH THE PLATE FOR US DESPITE I OFFER HIM TO HELP, HE INSISTED
i feel so bad that the elder have to help wash somemore they cook for us leh
his mum still tell me"ah girl, nvm, today u r my guest =)"
wah so nice of them lah
i dont know if i will ever find this kind of in laws if i broke up with Chris. **touch wood**

after talking and eating, the husband quickly go and take the key and insisted to send us back home!
imagine how painful his mother be to clime up 2 lvl to take lift to send us back home with THE MOTHER BRUISES ALL OVER HER BODY AND STITCHES IN HER MOUTH!
further more, since they insisted to send us back home, i said i will alight at mrt BUT HE SENT ME TO MY BLOCK BELOW!
WAH IT'S SO TOUCHING OK!
AND HER HUSBAND DRIVE ALL THE WAY FROM CCK TO MY HOUSE BELOW.
THANK YOU SO MUCH AUNTY AND UNCLE :)

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Saturday, March 24, 2012

so many of my friends and HIM ask me why am i like this.
i wonder why too..

the reason is my ex bf named Zero, he did the same thing to me
i was stupid, dumb and forgiving girl that make me cry and phobia in love.
i rmb when i was with him, there's a girl too who is so called "sister"
i knew that there's something bad coming. i insisted, i trusted him way too much
i did not blog about it, i didnt let anyone knows, i didnt even let Zero know that i feel sad everytime he talk to her.
he find me tough, dumb ass and too kind
i tot one day everything would be fine ALL BECAUSE I LOVED HIM SO MUCH.
One fine day i was with at my friend house and she suddenly told me that Zero is having another girl. i insisted.
one day he really told me that he has another girl.
from then i no longer believe that the thoughts of "everything will be fine"

2 years later, he came back to me, begged me to forgive him.
from i've known, he broke up with that so called his "sister" after a year plus
there's another girl. he loved her the most, dont ask me how i know.
but he broke up with her again. the reason being is because SHE CHEATED ON HIM
at that point of time, i was still waiting for him, i forgave him, we patched
he used the same method like he silent his phone so i wont hear when she sms him or call him
i didnt bother to check AGAIN BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO SHOW HIM THAT I DONT TRUST HIM
again, he went back to her no matter how many time i beg him not to go. HE IGNORED ME
everytime call him, she will be then one who answer his phone and tell me off.
all those bad experiences, phobia hunting me down until i stead with Chris

Chris is the ONLY ONE who make me feel secured and rescues me from the nightmares
this is the ONLY REASON why i always have suspicious about that slut
i no longer trust anyone, bcoz i trust ppl too much and ended up i will heart broken and hurt

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Friday, March 23, 2012

another ranting post again!
ytd he was invited to go for bowling session with his ex colleagues and SHE WAS THERE for god sake!
how did i know? bcoz Chris told me before he go. he asked me whether i will let him go or not!
i feel so guilty, he has to tell me eveything so i let him gp and I KNEW i will get fucked up again becoz of this
sorry i know i m paranoid, I DONT CARE!
i too went to somewhere to chill with my ladies :)
jux now Chris called me and we had very long and nice talk.
i m actually quite happy that i pour out all my anger and stuff
i know i m ANNOYING but too bad la
i hate her seriously!
everyone telling me not to care about this bitch BUT HAIZ I FUCKING LOVE MY BOYFRIEND
HOW CAN I DONT CARE. -.-


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Monday, March 19, 2012

back to update!
yes, as eugene say, now i hardly update my blog. haha
due to the laziness overwhelming to me as you all know :D
now i m having holidays and meeting almost everyday with my darling
our relationship is PERFECT for now all due to his give in-ness wahahaha

i really dont understand some bitches, they know ppl alr got gf but still want pester ppl for dunno what shit
that time i caught her msg to my boyfriend, asking him how he doing, check if he eaten alr or not
and even CALLED him for god knows why!
i did tell him that i m not happy with her calls and sms!
but of coz i did not take away his freedom because i myself have guy friend.
i actually worried and didn't know what to do expt trust him and i know i CAN trust him!
BUT GOD IS ALWAYS AT MY SIDE!! THANKS GOD! not to be hearless tho..
my boyfriend, Chris, was transferred to another branch to "groom" him to get promoted to ahem**
he was sad, of coz i can understand. he is sad bcoz he was there for almost 5 years, it was his 2nd home altho some of his colleagues are not really helpful and stuff.
he enjoyed working there as he is close to most of the ppl there.
they joke around and he always tell me that work there is fun =)
GOD DOESNT LIKE HER SO HE TOOK AWAY HIM FROM THAT FUCKING BITCH!
i saw her posting on the fb things like how sad she is that her so called "brother" is going to another branch, she cant sleep becoz she know she will miss him. OMG!!!
HOW IN EARTH SHE CAN BE SO FUCKING SHAMELESSSSSS?!!!!
that's when i get so fucked up and scolded my boyfriend for letting these things happen and we start to quarrel ALL THANKS TO THIS BITCH!
she KNEW chris got girlfriend which is me! she KNEW he only loves me, she KNEW we been tgt for almost 2 years. WHAT THE FUCK SHE WANT!
is it a good thing that now i nvr see her msg or calls from her.?
it can't be chris deleted her msg or call logs because i m with him for the everyday from morning till night!
things are changed now, she doesnt pester him anymore becoz HE FUCKING IGNORED ALL HER MSG AND CALLS
I HOPE SHE WONT PESTER AGAIN IF NOT I SURE WILL GO CRAZY AND ASK BOTH OF THEM TO FUCK OFF ALR!
hostly speaking, i dont believe anything else other than my own eyes and ears!
SORRY CHRIS, I DONT BELIEVE YOU EITHER LIKE I ALWAYS SAY!


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