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Saturday, March 24, 2012

so many of my friends and HIM ask me why am i like this.
i wonder why too..

the reason is my ex bf named Zero, he did the same thing to me
i was stupid, dumb and forgiving girl that make me cry and phobia in love.
i rmb when i was with him, there's a girl too who is so called "sister"
i knew that there's something bad coming. i insisted, i trusted him way too much
i did not blog about it, i didnt let anyone knows, i didnt even let Zero know that i feel sad everytime he talk to her.
he find me tough, dumb ass and too kind
i tot one day everything would be fine ALL BECAUSE I LOVED HIM SO MUCH.
One fine day i was with at my friend house and she suddenly told me that Zero is having another girl. i insisted.
one day he really told me that he has another girl.
from then i no longer believe that the thoughts of "everything will be fine"

2 years later, he came back to me, begged me to forgive him.
from i've known, he broke up with that so called his "sister" after a year plus
there's another girl. he loved her the most, dont ask me how i know.
but he broke up with her again. the reason being is because SHE CHEATED ON HIM
at that point of time, i was still waiting for him, i forgave him, we patched
he used the same method like he silent his phone so i wont hear when she sms him or call him
i didnt bother to check AGAIN BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO SHOW HIM THAT I DONT TRUST HIM
again, he went back to her no matter how many time i beg him not to go. HE IGNORED ME
everytime call him, she will be then one who answer his phone and tell me off.
all those bad experiences, phobia hunting me down until i stead with Chris

Chris is the ONLY ONE who make me feel secured and rescues me from the nightmares
this is the ONLY REASON why i always have suspicious about that slut
i no longer trust anyone, bcoz i trust ppl too much and ended up i will heart broken and hurt

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