Monday, February 17, 2014
The long lasted relationship
This entire post is dedicated to someone who was so special to me and yes he is still a special guy for me till now.
We met at ntuc fairprice back in 2008 after my o level exam
I still remember first time i saw him was at my friend who also work at the same store with me but different department. Well.. it's a long story why we got into different department.
Any way, i didnt notice him nor he notice me.
Next few days after i work there for few days, my friend actually brought a FOOLSCAP paper to write down the prices so that later we can key in at the cashier counter.
He was arranging the fruit display and he actually thought that my friend is a audit as she was carrying a long paper which no one in the store would carry. WE WERE NEW! HOW THE HELL WE KNOW THAT WE SUPPOSED TO BRING A SMALL PIECE OF PAPER TO WRITE DOWN!
Yet, he burst out laughter when he realised that my friend is a new cashier. I was so upset that he laughed at my friend just becoz she brought a "large" paper -.-
That was my first impression of him.
One day, my chief cashier asked me to station outside the store which they sell all the oranges and cny stuff.
He taught me a few things becoz back then.. he was a supervisor BUT he has no right to control me becoz i wasn't under his department.
After taught me a few things, he said he want me to station there permanently because he does not want to reteach the "whole" thing which was actually a few things only.
He: eh, can u station here until Chinese Year is over?
me: ... here? so hot? serious?
He: aiyeah.. here actually damn slack one. plus i already taught u things already, i dont want to reteach everything to another person.
ME: ok.. u ask Hellen(chief cashier) lor.. see she want me to be here or not
Next day, he SLAM the door open the cashier office where i was counting money.
He: I WANT KOKO!
me in heart: did i do something wrongly? is he going to scold me?
He: hehehe joking la i want koko, can put her beside the orange there?
Hellen: LOL ... koko, u ok to stay outside?
Me: i dont know eh .. may be?
Hellen: ok, u tmr onwards station there ok?
me: ok
Next day.. i was so bored at the counter since there's no customer, i was drawing and IT WAS SUPER UGLY then he suddenly came out from his office and came talk to me
AND he saw my ugly drawing and he LOL again, he found it cute I guess?
ANW that period was the best time in my whole working life. after the CNY i think i grew feelings for him and I'm sure he did too. But we decided to keep it quiet becoz both me and he had a very bad heart break with our exs few years ago and he is afraid of falling in love again. so do I.
After the CNY we kept in touch , i visited his place when he was sick.
We both loved each other so much
He finally confessed to me .
I was happy , He was happy
years passed, we did everything together.
Work together , eat together, jog together.
We met each other EVERY SINGLE DAY expt sometime he has to work night shift then we decided to not meet.
Sometimes, he will wake up early to eat dim sum together with me at chinese garden there
it was our favorite stall..
We loved each other so much that we can talk about anything and everything.
I felt amazing whenever i was with him. I never feel confident and comfortable with anyone else before.
He was the only one i did everything for him
And yes, he did love me alot
he did everything for me too
he was too tired but still accompany me go shopping or go out eat with me
he loves food and movies
We watched almost all the movies
We loved each other so much but we quarrel almost everything
both me and him never give up for 4 almost 4 years.
Now , it's time we both give up. we love each other so much both our characters not match
Our relationship will never work for us
BUT i dont think we both regret for spending our time together for 4 years.
Even if i were to turn back the time, i will still love him
i will not stop love him for sure nor he will
I dont believe we can last for so long BUT WE DID.
Ps. If you are reading this, don't be so sad. Love always hurts!
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